Today was long and eventful and life changing. I put my car away in New Jersey for the next 6 months. I have no car???????? I parked it at a friends house and symbolically walked across the tacony-palmyra bridge back to Pennsylvania.
Uhhh my little KIA has gotten me through a lot. We drove to Phoenix and across the country (sand cruise control) and all over the unpaved roads of Camden and Philadelphia.
I smoked a lot of cigarettes and ate a lot of Wendy's hamburgers and drank a lot of monster energy drinks in there. I cried a lot and had a lot of painful decompressing moments and anxiety attacks in there.
It's where go when I went to be alone, a little traveling pod that made me feel independent.
And today I took my last grocery trip in it???? What the fuck am I supposed todo now??? Like 4 months ago I barely knew how to use the train in Philadelphia. Now I have to take the bus to the grocery store or carry heavy groceries long distances like a poor person. (fun fact: I applied for food stamps last night.)
I feel really sad???? And now I am really one of the faceless powerless immobile masses.
Okay well. Bye for now car???? I'll come back for you as soon as I can afford your insurance??
Also, I saw Jesse Jackson today. That wasn't life changing as much.
I also tried to make chicken tikka masala in a crock pot today. It sucked.
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